today is a day to blade.

I dun know why I feel so confident before blade but when I'm on these wheels, I felt lost!
I kept forgetting the technique and I fell (predictably) when I'm attempting to go fast.
It's always when time's due, I blade better. By then, gotta return the baldes le :''(

Check out my *rented* purple blades!!! I like it! Looks so new!

I'm aiming at this! It belongs to Yilin's! But it is so expensive.. Most probably had to get it next year cos during Valentine's day, it is going for 1 for 1! Jos and I will be the first to grab it!

After 2 hours of intensive-butt squeezing cum-bruises forming exercise, the girls head to cable ski!!!

Sounds so fun! I hope they enjoyed it. Me had to rush back home. Will try next time!

feed my brain!

I need to read!
So I decided to head to Kinokuniya for some inspirations!

"The monk who sold his Ferrari"

Quote from Winston Churchill

Sure I am that this day we are masters of our fate, that the taks which has been set before us is not above our strength; that its pangs and toils are not beyond my endurance. As long as we have faith in our own cause and an unconquerable will to win, victory will not denied us.

Wow. I feel so motivated.










I bought a filofax pink organiser! School starting and lots of events. So gotta jot them down in case I missed my dose of gingko. Hahaa

STICKERS!!! For important events like my upcoming mini-honeymoon BKK shopping spree~

bittersweet

~rosaline~

coughing for the entire month le...

I'm proud to say I can cough a song for you!

Yah, it is getting worse and deafening to ears.

Roy said whenever I cough once, his heart ached once.

Hee, so *disgusting* right?

And my mother-in-law boiled bitter herbal drinks for me.

So sweet of her...

I used to get jealous cos Roy's bird nest is always much more than I had in my bowl :''(

BUT, I felt loved this time round.

*smirks at Roy*

I enjoyed being pampered. Maybe of work nature?

I loved the way he poured cough syrup and forced it down my throat.

I love the way he stopped me from drinking ice, cold, water.

I love the way he pats me behind my back whenever I cough.

A 'lil cough can make one feel so happy, farnie yah?

*beaming*

I'm checking into Rehab Center for the Overspending

Weeehheeheee!!!

We went to Orchard today!!! I get to shop shop at FEP.

Sometimes, I can't help to think Roy is getting smarter. Knows how to complement our outfit. Both of us wore green!!! Outing with Limey-Velvety and Aymeric!

As usual, I buy lotsa stuff. I love shopping! My favourite buy of the day!!! I'm loving RED...

Fell in love with this colour the moment I saw it... Pretty, pretty top!

This is much more flattering than shorts!!!

I bought Roy facial wash!!! Mentholatum!! Think it is damn popular in Taiwan.

Acne cream to go along!!!

Sigh, I spent way too much $$$$$$$$ le. Every payday is the feeling of: being *released* from Rehab Center for the Overspending! I'd go crazy, buying stuff that are nice! No money=terrible cold turkey!

I really need to exercise self-control! No more shopping for Rosaline!!!

work

I've got something better than 'the most stylish nurse award' *shy*
I guess it's a huge event and will be dropping by at Meritus Mandarin for a DnD award!
Seems like all the MOH pple will be there~
Heehee.. And apparently, I think I'm the most junior one? Hmm. Not too sure though.
Boss hoped that this award will be a motivation for me to get going, finding my lost sparkle..
It is not about the money, not about the badge.
It is about our commitment in Nursing....

So,

• Have you ever been punch by someone?
• Have you ever been spat at?
• Have you ever been tortured by someone's nail sank deep in your skin while helping a doctor to hold him/her down to take his/her urgent blood? And you still had to console him/her?
• Have you ever been threatened by an angry relatives when his/her ridiculous demands are not met?
• Have you ever been scolded:"Get lost else I'm angry" by someone you didn't even know and still had to smile and say:"Ok, I will but let me help your dad/mum first?"
• Have you ever been enduring your urine/bowels to instead helping others to clear theirs first then you make a quick toilet break?
• Have you ever burst out crying infront of someone you didn't even know when he/she said:"I'll send in lawyer letter to sue you for you-don't-even-what-happen issues and it is not even your fault?
• Have you ever been cursed by a confused patient for helping them?
• Have you ever know how to identify the smell of different diarrhea?
• Have you ever known that when a patient arrived in your ward, you will forsee how long he/she will stay?

Well, if you had experienced that,

Congratulations, you have been through NURSING.

Of course, it is not as bad as I wrote. There are sweet moments when patients hug me, kiss me and even remember me when they saw me!

Here's what an elderly por-por said to me:"Thank you very much... I had nothing to buy for you but I'll always pray that you marry a good husband."

I think I did..

Thank you...

You might think it's small little gesture. But to us, it means alot.

To be able to assist them on their road to recovery and you sharing the most important and saddest moments of their life.

Kaliamah, the most dedicated, hardworking and responsible nurse!! I love working wih her!!

let's go sun bathe!

I MISS TANNING!!!!

So I digged out my bikinis to smell the sun, sand and sea!!!

Hahaha

Joking lah.. Seeing these 2 pieces of mine makes me want to wear it now and lie on those sunny beaches in Sentosa.. Any takers?

My first Bikini! Love the diamond heart shape!!

Hee. This is my sister's. But she seldom wear. Wrong, I should say: Bet she didn't even realise this is with me now.. Hahaha

My 2nd set that I bought!! I love the colour! Especially the stripes. So candy...

I actually bought this for Jos while my holiday in BKK... She loves this piece but it seems it fts better than me. Yah so now it is mine!!! I love the polka dots and the bottom is so boy-cut. Nice!!!

This is for Jos too! Bought it in Hong Kong. A famous Japanese brand I think. But yah, it's with me now. Love the side ribbons!!!

This is my recent buy! The lady told me this is the up-coming design on these folded bottoms. I dig the pink and brown combi!!!

So, who wants to go sun bathe with me? heee..

watch me!

Work work work!!!

I need a breather!

Mood was spolit! Who enjoy being wrongfully scolded by 3 people!!!

So while shopping at Bugis, I simply can't lift a smile.

Dearie tried means and ways to make me laugh but failed. Cos I'm really super upset and demoralised!

Finally, I think I heard him saying about buying a small gift for me..

Hmmmm, alright lor. Provided something catches my eyes.

Heehheeeh, guess what FON (full-of-nonsense) Sarah saw?

THIS!!!

That makes a beaming me!!!
This watch comes with a red face, day, date and time!!! The strap is made of stainless steel. Not those normal silver but tarnished-black looking! UNIQUE!

I'm still wearing it while typing this entry :D

Dinner is a happy and talkative one for us at Jap restaurant! Our fav!!! Since a long long time we sat down and talk..

I had Unagi!! The salad is nice and crunchy!!! Gosh I'm craving for it now!!

Roy likes tempura! I get to eat one of that!

I badly need a rest after the crying and stuff.

Swollen, puffy eyes = ugly me!!!

My Chum~Cat

Catherine is back in town!!!

Yey! I missy missy her! She's still as pretty as usual!

Hee, she totally enjoyed her holidays in Taiwan. We yakked, yakked, yakked non-stop the moment we met each other! So we settled at Coffee Club for a serious session of catching up..

We shared crepe mushrooms and Longan stawberry! Dessert Delight!

While sipping coffee, she showed me the stuffs she bought for me!! She remembered I love Tinkerbell!

Checked! Rossie present settled. I lovelovelovelovelovelovelove it!!! Vintage-liked washed tee! Tinkerbell wears a velvet-y fairy gown and pumps! Cute~

I shall name her limey-velvety.

Just look at what she got for me next.... Then you will know why she's my bestie! I can't wait to wear her, *flutter-my-heart* out!!!

My third present of the day: A precious moment ornament! It looks like I can store cookies inside! Yum... And the cake! Looks so toy!

After the it-seems-never-ending chat, we made our way to shop!

Promised to look for Shiyin today!

She is very pro and I think she must be the most hardworking lot. While we arrived at the counter, she was attending to a customer. The other gal saw us but continued with her own task. She is not even serving a customer!

Aite, I bought the triple-sebum-off! Sounds amazing! I tried and I can see those stubborn black heads lying on the peeled off greeny mask. Effect seems good wor~

I topped up my purchase and this cutie umbrella is mine! Rossie: No more excuses for not bringing one out! Furthermore, this is super light-weight!

Shopping is hard to resist!

How can I say NO! to this dress?

I know I look FFFAAATTT! But considering the fact that this can still be worned again during my pregnancy!

Clever me!!! Giving myself a pat on my sholder!!!

Dress I bought le, so was thinking of which shoe is more appropriate for that dress. Tired minds think:" No shoe seems to fit the bill."

Thus I need to source out one shoe partner!

I spotted the silver but gold seems so versatile.

Having to work on weekend sucks!

So seeing her makes me smile!!!

:)

I can't live without her!!!

bye bye girls

SAD :(

Today is the last day of attachment. My darling students, will miss you de!!!

And especially to Sangeetha and Candy. Will think of you guys! hee, maybe when I busy I'll chant:'aaarrrggghh how come Candy and Sangeetha not here to help me!!'

LOL

Anyway, I think I was abit too impatient with them. Despite the ward being busy, I guide them from step 1 to the end. ( I really love teaching) I dun wish to see these students of mine, learning the short-cut way.

But being a time-is-precious freak, I got a little bit impatient and somehow, run here and there to do my stuffs. I think it kinda make them feel left-out.

But glad to hear that they learn things during their attachments! Cos that it the time they are protected and once they passed out, they will need to handle things themselves le!

Candy and Sangeetha made me a card!

Oooohhh my, I'm very touched! Thank you darlings!!! *group hugz*

I like cards. Cos nothing beats the words and thoughts that come with it.

You know, I have piles of cards lying at home. I can't bear to throw these "treasure" away!!!

So if you are my primary school friend, I will still have yours. Right inside my box.

When I have time and read these cards, I felt loved. These cards meant alot to me. It helps me gathered strength to continue this difficult life journey..

I love hand-made cards!!!

And they got me this lovely star bracelet too!

I wore it the moment I received it!!! Nice~ Hmm, but I gotta removed it le. Tomorrow is Rossie's working day!

Finally looking forward for tomorrow!! I'm going to meet Catherine dear!! My dearest chum came back from Taipei!!!! Heeehheee. See what she buys for me! And thinking of that, I have been receiving lots of present lately.

One black bag from my colleague, one necklace from Roy and this star bracelet!!!

I FELT LOVED!!!!

Was msn-ing Shiyin and I told her about my lil' secret history, why I'm such a sensitive person and what I always believed in.

My own derived quote that keeps me strong:

"If God takes away something precious from you, she will return something else back doubly to you, which others doesn't have."

I think to me, that is my unqiue life! :)

My new shopping khaki!!!

I totally enjoyed myself with this gal today!!!
We went to k-box for lungs exercises! That is only warm-up ok.

I wore my last year's overall dress from Hong Kong.

Guess the no of times I wore it? This is the 2nd time onli.

I realised I have so so so so so so so many clothes which are still not worn yet!!

All new! Why I buy so many yet the times I wore is so little?

*scratches head*

And today I still buy!

*faints*

Anyway, see Shiyin's charm neckalce! I like it alot! RED!!!

Then it's the stomach-action! This lunchie of ours is great!!! I love mushroom chicken!!!

After warming up, I shall now announce the beginning of our 4 hour shopping exercises! And it is not window shopping :(

Hmm, we spent $$$$$. But thankfully I have this shopping queen beside me!

My first buy of the day! Thanks to Shiyin!!! She introduced me to this as she had one too... I guess our style are kinda alike! Great taste mah! And we also dun mind each other carry same stuff. And she thinks my handphone looks abit bare.. Hmm, I would say: BORING. Hahah now with this purple handphone charm, spices up abit yah? (purple is also my fav colour!)

Here's Shiyin's handphone charm! Green one!!

We also took plenty of photos! Here's sweet sweet de~

Then comes,

expressions, expressions, expressions

We walked into FEP and headed in, this is what I bought!

Thanks to Shiyin! *winks*

And this kind soul gave up this last pair of black bottoms to me.. Thank you dearie! You are so sugar!

Then I met Xiangyun to collect my necklace!!! She is really creative! Do drop by to find your ideal piece ~HERE!~

To my new shopping darling,

I love you! yet hate you cos the things you choose always so pretty that I can't resist buying!!!

*muacks*